YEAR OF THE BULLET
Lyrics by Erik Honoré 
 
BIRTH MARK 
 
Because of this birth mark 
Somehow placed on your skin 
You keep chasing a moment 
That will never begin 
‘Cause you just cannot let it 
 
On account of this birth mark 
You will never be free 
And a bleak silver lining 
Is all the starlight you’ll see 
All the sky you’ll inherit 
 
When the script has been written 
When the damage is done 
This is all you’ll be given: 
Simple chords to a song 
 
 
STRANGENESS 
 
You can say it in a soothing voice 
You can tell me that it’s nothing I should care about 
That it’s just another trick of the light 
 
You can tell me to be sane or to be strong 
But those peculiar apparitions 
They keep singing their peculiar songs 
And maybe I don’t want to be that strong 
 
Cause I can still hear strangeness calling  
Late at night 
Yes I can still hear strangeness calling 
 
Please don’t say it in a mocking way: 
“Someone’s bound to keep a record of the spirit world “ 
Well, why can’t I be that chosen girl 
Then our world would be a chosen world  
 
You can ask me to read palms or foresee fate 
It’s hilarious, but sometimes you’re so ... out of place 
Like the messages they send to outer space 
Or Romeo on stage without the girl 
 
Cause I can still hear strangeness calling   
Late at night 
I still hear strangeness calling 
 
You can say it in a soothing voice 
You can tell me that it’s nothing I should care about 
That it’s just another trick of the light 
 
 
ROPE 
 
It’s so easy to find her 
He recognizes the hope 
It takes more patience to break her 
To tighten the rope 
But time’s all he’s got 
 
It’s such a merciful pastime 
A meditation of sorts 
A retreat into the freedom 
Found in games or in wars 
An escape into rut 
 
It’s a passionless tango 
It’s a sleepwalker’s dance 
It is merciful murder 
But blood runs hot 
Then blood runs cold  
Then blood runs hot 
 
So don’t break it 
It’s the frailest of things 
All this noise, all this violence 
All these elaborate schemes 
Just to keep us awake 
 
 
BEFORE BETRAYAL 
 
Our souls may sleep 
But we are wide awake 
Inventing streamlined strategies 
Of heartache 
 
This table’s become 
A battlefield of words 
And I don’t know if it’s boredom 
Or something worse 
 
Cause I see who you are 
Twilight eyes in a perfect face 
Yes I know just who we are 
King and queen of a wasteland 
 
There’s something so sad  
About beauty gone to waste 
The innocence we lost 
Left such a bitter taste 
 
The lies we tell  
And the promises we make 
Our souls may sleep 
But we are wide awake 
 
Cause I see who you are 
Twilight eyes in a perfect face 
Yes I know just who we are 
King and queen of a wasteland 
 
 
YEAR OF THE BULLET 
 
You can hear it in every heartbeat 
Something´s surely about to break 
It´s the sound of your arrogance racing 
At a speed it just cannot take 
 
If the questions they asked stung like needles 
Touched on faith or maternity 
Could they leave your self-image burning 
Like an effigy on a stake 
 
This is how you´ve risen 
So this is how you´ll fall 
This could be the invisible footprints 
Of the choices you’ll never make 
 
But it´s so strange the way the bullet stings 
Feels so much softer by the year 
Sense your strength returning as we speak 
As the memories disappear 
With every beat of your heart 
 
The silence preceding a bullfight 
Or in the aftermath of a war 
A nothingness bursting with meaning 
That can make tall buildings shake 
 
This is how we´ve risen 
So this is how we´ll fall 
To the sound of our arrogance travelling 
At a speed it just cannot take 
 
Watch it leaving our cities on fire 
Grand memorials to small mistakes 
We´re already breathing the ashes 
Of the choices we should have made 
 
But it´s so strange the way the bullet stings 
Feels so much softer by the year 
Sense your strength returning as we speak 
As the memories disappear 
 
It´s so strange the way the bullet stings 
As if it has found affection for its prey 
A sensation far removed from suffering 
But growing closer by the day 
With every beat of your heart 
 
 
MOVE TO STRIKE 
 
Move to strike 
You didn’t hear me 
Disregard 
I never said this 
 
For the first time 
I could hear the blood run through my veins 
Not my words 
Not my words 
 
For a while I drove the car 
For a while I knew just where we are 
I move to strike that thought 
I move to strike that thought 
 
For a while I was in control 
For a while I was body, heart and soul 
I move to strike that thought 
For the first time I could hear the blood 
Run through my veins 
 
I confess 
I enjoyed it 
To be alive 
To eat the highway 
 
To let my blood flow 
Through the structure of a new machine 
Faster than fear 
Faster than fear 
 
There’s no-one here to pardon me 
No-one left to hear my final plea 
No jury of my peers 
No jury of my peers 
 
For a while I was in control 
For a while I was body, heart and soul 
I move to strike that thought 
I move to strike that thought 
 
For a while I drove the car 
For a while I knew just where we are 
I move to strike that thought 
I move to strike that thought 
 
For a while I was in control 
For a while I was body, heart and soul 
I move to strike that thought 
I move to strike that thought 
 
 
NIGHT TRAIN 
 
Take a night train to the south 
Through a dream of trees and dark water 
Find a way to regain what it’s all about 
Before it’s over 
 
Someone said you must not leave 
Before you’re loved 
Waking up from sketchy sleep 
You see the town through brand new glasses 
 
You see the blood line, the cobweb, the ancestry 
As nostalgia passes 
Someone said it’s best to leave 
Before you’re loved 
 
Hush now 
Love is much too big a word 
Hush now, baby 
It’s much more than I deserve 
 
Wake again to summer rain 
See the lines and stains on the ceiling 
Stay for hours alone in a vacant house 
Embrace that feeling 
 
Someone said it’s more like joy 
Than suffering 
 
Hush now 
Joy is much too big a word 
Hush now, baby 
This is more than I deserve 
 
Take a night train to the south 
Through a dream of trees and dark water 
Find a way to regain what it’s all about 
Before it’s over  
 
 
STAY THE COURSE 
 
Tension is growing 
Our language packed with bitter words 
Mind overflowing 
The body disengaged 
 
It’s coming closer 
A shadow hid among the trees 
It makes us wonder 
 
If we stay the course 
Will it make us braver 
If we fight the war 
Will it make us strong 
 
On the brink of deception  
We finally sense that it’s getting late 
But if we stay the course 
Can we turn our fate 
 
Mission accomplished, you said 
Then someone turned out all the lights 
We started falling 
We fall, and no-one cares 
 
Ground growing closer 
A lack of oxygene, or faith 
Then you just disappear 
 
If I let you in 
And I clear my conscience  
And I state my sins 
Will you still be here 
 
On the brink of betrayal 
We finally sense that it’s getting late 
But if we stay the course 
Can we turn this fate 
 
 
STATELINE 
 
I find myself a part of strange conversations 
I´m a shadow on the wall now 
 
Something´s fighting hard to change my perceptions 
Things like this come at a cost 
 
Stateline 
One more river has been crossed 
I´ve passed the stateline 
The die is cast, and nothing´s lost 
 
Someone looked at me with great expectations 
Others said it wouldn´t last 
 
I´ve passed the stateline 
This could be happening too fast 
 
Stateline 
The die is cast 
 
 
HOME  
 
Elsewhere is a place and a state of mind 
It’s the haven we thought that we’d never find          
It’s the moment of birth and the start of decay 
The glorious sound of music when it’s written in the right way 
 
Elsewhere is the place we can never leave 
It’s the cradle of wisdom and pure belief 
As dark as all darkness, and white as milk                                                      
It wears a strange costume of rags and Chinese silk  
 
This is the dream that we call home 
This is the dream that we call home 
 
Elsewhere is our faces behind the masks 
Here’s no answer, just the strength to ask 
It’s the silence and warmth at the end of fine days 
And the magnificent power of poems 
When they’re read in the right way 
 
Elsewhere is the place where our brothers live 
Here we learn to be patient, and to forgive 
Out here we must face every ghost we fear 
‘Cause the moon is bright and we see and feel and hear 
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